Sunday, July 26, 2009

=P

i remember reading fairy tales when i was young... how at the end of the fairy tale when the princess and her prince got married or whatever, the whole kingdom would celebrate and stuff and yet this current blog entry is not about ditsy princesses or princes who dress rather like gay men but its about those rare people in the kingdom who go- so what? the dudes got married? will that stop world hunger? yeah I'm proudly one of THOSE people.
a little clarification here, I'm not indifferent cause I'm trying to be cool or another cliche, i really and honestly do not get the point of it. No matter how hard i try to find that one itsy bitsy tiny feeling of joy and celebration, this tiny and tired voice comes up- quit trying so hard... you don't give a shit. See right now the college fest is going on and everyone around seems to have given their sense of exhaustion a vacation. i don't think i've ever seen people work this hard since the russians during world war 2 when the germans were trying to kick their ass. no really. in fact these people seem even more driven than the russians. and for what exactly? its not like they're trying to prevent some lunatic from taking over the world or anything. and yet... i've seen miracles happen suring this time. this fest seems to have driven even the laziest and most apathetic people in this college into high gear spirit and yet i'm indifferent for some barking mad reason that even i don't know =S.
So when the prince and the princess get married, and all the people are acting like drunk pirates, there will be some of us who go- these people are going to squander money like water for a woman who can't quite seem to get herself out of danger by herself and some guy who loves to wear tights... when half the world's population is starving out there... of course these people are ignored and of course they're right... but does anyone care? Not really.... we're the crazy people who aren't true to our alma mater for not giving a freaking shit... n yet i still don't give a damn.. no matter how hard they try to "recruit" me...