when i grow up

so i was talking to a friend just now, he's in haridwar with hippies. freaking awesome ain't it? so after that i was thinking- what would i do if i had absolute freedom... that one damn thing that would make me go - now i can die in peace.... well honestly for me it'd be a road trip- see all those places that I'd never been to... I'm not talking about gay destination spots like London or Dubai or any other place that any wuss can just take a plane ticket to just so that you can come back , home and say you shopped here and there.. no I'm talking about the real deal, couantries like Romania, Bosnia Herzegovina, Slovakia, Peru, Chile, Argentina.... the amazon even! i mean places that make you go, " this is what life is" and you discover people and cultures so different from your own. i guess the feeling's kind of hard to explain but to me its the one thing i want to do most in life. i knw that there are a lot of wonderful and awe inspiring places out there and i know that someday i'm gonna go there myself and see... least that's the plan. people hope to grow up and become doctors, engineers or just folks with a lot of cash and an easy life in the future but for me its doing something incredible before i die, just for myself, i guess its because i have this strange manic obsession with living life the way i want cause i know that if i don't i'll die unhappy and that's my biggest fear in life.