i guess you'd do it too if you were her...

She was standing there.... 8 floors between her and the concrete ground.
the wind was whipping her hair, at some point it seemed to sting her face a bit or maybe they were her tears...
She really didn't know anymore, didn't care... liar.. she did... after what she saw.... all that hurt she was feeling just then.... she loved them both so much... so much that she could die for them or kill... AND THIS IS WHAT THEY HAD TO SHOW FOR IT????

That fucking bitch.... i can't believe that slut...
the anger was surging through her veins... she felt like she could erupt

AND HIM.... yesterday was our one month anniversary.... how the fuck could he do this to me today???

She looked down. She needed to get away from it all... from THEM.... she felt so sick she thought she was going to hurl at any point. She still didn't get it. Everything was going fine. She was seeing one of the most popular boys in college- captain of the football team, A grade student and now he was sure to be student president... and its not like she was invisible or something. She was always one of the pretty girls. She had been asked out by a lot of boys but had always turned them down hoping that HE might ask her out and HE DID. she was so happy that day. her best friend was the first to know...

That two faced slut.... i bet she wanted him all along... i bet he wanted her... and I was just some tool in the whole process.... FUCK THEM BOTH....

She had invited them over for lunch today. The three of them were joking and laughing about all the times when one of them did something stupid. She remembered that she had forgotten to get the beer and so had to rush to the liquor store. halfway down the stairs she remembered she had forgotten her wallet and so went back upstairs to get it.

I can't believe those sick bastards... if they wanted each other SO FREAKING MUCH... why make me the stupid moron... GOD! i need to throw up....
The whole scene kept repeating in her head.... the two of them locked in each other... n their tongues....
She slid down to the floor.... her heart really felt like heavy concrete in her chest....
the whole conversation seemed to repeat in front of her

"What the fuck is this???"... she stood there in shock

"Lucy... don't be mad... calm down.. we were gonna tell u babe.. i swear", her boyfriend, his gorgeous face looking straight at her, his lips stained by her best friends lipgloss..... yuck....

"Lucy i'm so sorry, are you ok? You have to believe that this was unintentional.... ",that stupid bitch was crying... FOR WHAT?

She didn't say anything..just turned around and now here she was... on the roof of her building...

she turned around.. someone had followed her there.... it was HIM

"Luce? You ok?"

"What the heck do you want? I want you both to get the fuck out of my house"

"Look Luce, i know that this is all really freaky. But u gotta understand... "

She was calming down now... "you're right... if you two wanna be together so much then i guess i shouldn't be a bitch about it"

He looked at her a bit shocked... not quite expecting such an easy submission... then he smiled...those beautiful teeth (that she wanted to break at that point) .... and held out his arms to hug her...

She came tightly embraced him... "So this is goodbye..."

"We'll still be friends Luce.... good friends"

"You'd need to be alive for that Will...."

And then she gave him one mighty shove.... she guessed he had screamed... but all she could see at that point was the shocked and bewildered look on his face and the only sound she could hear was the her laughter ..... that felt sooooooooo good.....

Now it was time to go give her best wishes to her friend...after a quick visit to her daddy's room to get his gun of course....